If Money Was Not A Issue

I have was always asked what I wanted to be when I got older, but since I was little at the time I would say things like a doctor or vet or lawyer. At that time I really thought that I was really gonna be one of those things, but as I got older I realized that what I wanted was more. There was one thing wrong with that idea because money is need to live, that is when found my self at a cross road, should I do what gives me lots of money or what makes me happy. In the end I began my journey of trying to become a medical researcher, the idea of being apart of curing things like cancer made me happy or least that is what I believed. Then I realized that I was not the only one going through a lot, so the idea came to me could I use the music that I wrote to help me get through hard times to help others. I had a itch to test this idea so I when my grandfather died I played my guitar during the burial and got everyone singing their goodbyes to him, during that very moment I knew that this is what I would want to due with my life if money was not a issue.  Now I know I should try to pursue both because that is my only way to be truly happy with life

Hobby

I fond that i have always had a knack for writing, whether it be poetry or a story, i was always put all my heart into it. At first honesty I hated writing but it grew on me and it became a output for feelings and a hobby. I loved writing, so it became a large part of me, it made me very happy. when I made stories they told of angels,demons, ancient times and magic , made my own worlds and lived my life through my characters. My poems where built from my feelings and my problems with life, though some times theses poems were sad that was because they were my life bleeding out on to the pages of my notebook.Without my hobby I would have no way to get rid of theses bottled up feelings that have filled countless notebooks. Even though I have burned some of those notebooks the words on there pages will all ways be there for me. I kind of want to make a living with something that makes me happy, so idea of writing poetry as a job fancies me, but in till then I will write for myself.